In light of recent events, I felt it pertinent to post in my blog once again. I'm not even entirely sure why I stopped - I think it might have something to do with the utter lack of interesting goings-on in my life to blog about.
That has recently changed though. As you know, I've recently moved from the world of pharmaceutical sales (via a warp whistle) to the world of energy sales. On a typical day, I will see 40-60 business owners and attempt to lower their natural gas bills by switching their supplier. I also currently manage the Dream Team - my crew of 15 people.
It's a different experience working full commission. It adds a certain level of motivation, uncertainty, and drive to every day. I know if I decide to sit back and shit the bed for a day, it's ultimately only me that suffers. It's for this reason that I've decided that commission sales without a base pay is the best possible training for entrepreneurship. Why, you ask?
Well, the parallels are striking. An entrepreneur has only himself and those he hires to maintain his profit margin. Likewise the commission salesperson is totally dependent on their own work ethic, communication skills, and motivation level. If I take off work tomorrow, that's just fine...but I won't make any money or advance my company at either type of position.
Commission sales also is a great opportunity to hear the word "No." And more "no." and more and more and more and more and MORE "No." In any position you'll hear more "no" than "yes," and this is just good practice for the real world.
The most important skill I'm learning in this position, though, is problem-solving. Training covers an impulse-based sales system that is very effective...but the real learning occurs out in the field. Customers have all sorts of unexpected problems to deal with, they have businesses to run, and everything can go wrong from their mood being less than ideal to the decision maker not being in due to vacation etc. or them being unable to get out of a contract with another company. The truly successful people in this business are those who are able to overcome those challenges and work around them.
'til next time...
Friday, August 6, 2010
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Fighting the good fight...alone.
I try to keep things positive in this blog as much as I can. I think there's enough negativity going around in the world (mostly played up by the media, especially popular music).
This is not one of those times. If you're in a good mood and would like to stay that way, I invite you to skip the following entry.
I just sometimes can't help but feel this insane despair like I'm trying to fight a desperate fight by myself. Without getting too personal, I'm in a particularly tough situation that consumes my every thought from the time I wake up to the time I go to sleep. It's something I'm being asked to accept that I can't, and won't, accept.
This has lead me to break commitments, to not even make commitments I want to make, and generally to live a life I don't want to live. This is extremely frustrating since one of the things I've worked on the hardest in the last year to two years is being more reliable. Others can see it from the outside looking in, but only a very few in the know can grasp the true magnitude of how all-consuming this really is.
For some people, friends are just a minor accessory to their lives and play a very small role. For me, I need a lot of face time with friends to be a happy person. I won't get into too many details of the who's and the why's, but it's now nearly impossible to get out and see my friends at the normal social functions without a significant degree of emotional pain attached. This completely destroys the purpose of even going. Often, I choose not to go so as not to deal with the unpleasantry and guilt associated with doing so. I'm then very upset / angry / resentful, which leads to more terrible feelings. This is the proverbial "Catch 22" that Heller wrote about so eloquently in his novella.
There IS a purpose to this entry, and it's not just random complaining. This paves the way for me to publish one expounding upon my own personal flaws. Not only am I very good at manipulating others, but I am also very susceptible to the same manipulations if performed in a certain fashion. Anyway, I don't know what I'm going to do, as so far the usual avenues of normal conversation (which have since progressed to full-on violently angry shit fits) haven't worked more than a smidge. I feel very alone in this fight, and worse yet, like my friends feel abandoned by me.
I'll write more when I have the patience to do so. Have a good Sunday everyone.
This is not one of those times. If you're in a good mood and would like to stay that way, I invite you to skip the following entry.
I just sometimes can't help but feel this insane despair like I'm trying to fight a desperate fight by myself. Without getting too personal, I'm in a particularly tough situation that consumes my every thought from the time I wake up to the time I go to sleep. It's something I'm being asked to accept that I can't, and won't, accept.
This has lead me to break commitments, to not even make commitments I want to make, and generally to live a life I don't want to live. This is extremely frustrating since one of the things I've worked on the hardest in the last year to two years is being more reliable. Others can see it from the outside looking in, but only a very few in the know can grasp the true magnitude of how all-consuming this really is.
For some people, friends are just a minor accessory to their lives and play a very small role. For me, I need a lot of face time with friends to be a happy person. I won't get into too many details of the who's and the why's, but it's now nearly impossible to get out and see my friends at the normal social functions without a significant degree of emotional pain attached. This completely destroys the purpose of even going. Often, I choose not to go so as not to deal with the unpleasantry and guilt associated with doing so. I'm then very upset / angry / resentful, which leads to more terrible feelings. This is the proverbial "Catch 22" that Heller wrote about so eloquently in his novella.
There IS a purpose to this entry, and it's not just random complaining. This paves the way for me to publish one expounding upon my own personal flaws. Not only am I very good at manipulating others, but I am also very susceptible to the same manipulations if performed in a certain fashion. Anyway, I don't know what I'm going to do, as so far the usual avenues of normal conversation (which have since progressed to full-on violently angry shit fits) haven't worked more than a smidge. I feel very alone in this fight, and worse yet, like my friends feel abandoned by me.
I'll write more when I have the patience to do so. Have a good Sunday everyone.
Saturday, February 27, 2010
League of Legends: a review
I've always had a special love for video / computer games, but especially competitive, online ones. The game that's captured my attention (and that of several close friends) lately has been League of Legends. For those unfamiliar, it's a game based on the Warcraft 3 custom map Defense of the Ancients, or DotA for short. You have two camps of 5 players facing off, with each trying to destroy the buildings in the other's base. Whichever camp kills the other's main building (Nexus) first wins. Every so often a wave of units will spawn and attack in the direction of the other camp's base in one of three preset lanes which both teams have protective attack towers in. Each player (called a summoner) controls one unit, called a Champion, that they choose before the game. This champion is free to move about the map anywhere and utilizes various skills and attacks to destroy units, buildings, and enemy Champions. Your summoner gains experience and "influence points" that can be used to purchase runes (which augment your champion's skills during the game) or other champions after each game (more for a win than a loss).
So what are the pros and cons of this game? Here is my quick breakdown:
Pros:
-The Built-in matchmaking system makes it easy to find a 5v5 game with those of similar skill levels. The system is a work in progress and mismatches still occur, but even good players play poorly sometimes. Human error ensures that no analytical system is ever perfect.
-The Arranged team feature makes it simple to get all your friends in the same game AND make sure that you all end up on the same team. That, coupled with the matchmaking system, ensures that your team of 5 (for example) ends up against a similarly constructed team of 5. Nobody likes a blowout.
-The surrender feature ensures that no games go excessively long when the outcome is a foregone conclusion. I wish it was 20 minutes instead of 25 since it requires a 4-1 majority to invoke, but this is still a smart enough inclusion that I mark it a 'pro.'
-The runebook rewards players for leveling up a particular summoner and makes them more effective in game as slots are added for new runes each level.
-The in-game store is one of the coolest features I've ever seen. You can either use Riot Points (which cost money) or Influence Points to unlock certain products within the game.
-New content is introduced often. The Riot Games staff works hard to ensure that the servers are up, release patches about once a week, and includes new bundled features like Champions plus skins for Riot points. Feedback is encouraged on the forums, and the developers actually read the forums (how about that!)
Cons:
-Mismatches in the matchmaking system seem to occur quite often. The most glaring problem is that the game assumes an arranged team, even at level, say, 2, is of equivalent skill to a team of five level 30s that don't know eachother. To me, this is a gross overestimation as not many people are going to pubstomp at this stage of the game.-Server downtime has been a frustration, though minor. As bugs are worked out of the game, hopefully this will be self-limiting
-Queue dodging one of the frustrating aspects of the game is that someone can simply skip the queue at champion selection if the one they wanted is gone.
-Inability to change in-game name is a minor problem, but rather annoying since you are stuck with the name you pick with no option to change it. A nice solution might be an option for IP or RP to change your name, maybe once per account maximum.
Overall, the game is extremely fun and I give it a 10/10.
Sunday, February 14, 2010
The blessing & curse of my NF temperment
As I talked about in a previous post, my MBTI personality type is ENFP. The primary "mode" or "temperment" of this personality type is NF, or extraverted iNtuition with introverted Feeling. This means my primary modus operandi is to take in information via my intuitive capabilities and then turn that into an internalized feeling. One of the great strengths of this personality type is the capability to "read" people - using precisely this largely unconscious methodology.
The beauty of the NF temperment can be illustrated by an anecdote that I saw posted on an MBTI forum I read often:
"I dated an ISTP, and I knew he loved me before he did."
Our intuition is so strong that we can often read others quickly and adeptly. This has helped a great many NF's in careers such as sales, where quick reads and the ability to adapt on the fly are of great benefit.
Unfortunately, the same NF characteristics that allow us to get a quick "hot read" on a situation are the ones that can torture us the most. The intuitive tendencies of the NF can be so strong that we tend to overanalyze and 'read into' every situation and talk/think it to death. I can only imagine that his has to drive less introspective types up a wall. Even worse, NF's are hypersensitive to any kind of emotional rejection from people important to us.
The NFP's are the worst (ENFP/INFP) at this. The reason for this is that both personality types are very poor at applying a judgement or meaning to their intuition and are likely to 'assume the worst' situation, when quite often this is not true.
A perfect example is a phone conversation with a friend I recently had. We have something coming up soon, and during our talk I got a very strong vibe that he was annoyed that I called and did not want to talk, even though I told him I'd give him a call to firm up plans. This person has been a great friend and I have nothing but good things to say about him. The problem is, my brain views this as rejection and then speculates "maybe there's something deeper he's annoyed with." "It's probably you." "You're being a pain in the ass." "Stay out of his way, he has his own life to deal with and you're another irritation."
In reality, he's probably busy, or didn't feel annoyed at all and I misread it. There most likely is no deeper meaning (especially with his personality type - it's so maddening to correctly intuit them even though your brain wants to so badly because they just don't give you emotional reads at all. I call it 'poker face.' Hold the Lady Gaga references please)...it is in all likelihood my own insecurity and fear of rejection. Strangely, unlike most NF's, it only applies to people I care about. Rejection from others, while off-putting and a little hurtful, isn't something I'll think about at night when I'm trying to fall asleep. However, with people that matter, it can be and has been crippling.
ENFPs especially seem to always feel like the people in their life matter more to them than they matter to the people in their life. I know I personally feel this way - and have felt this way - for a long time. The only people who I don't feel this way at all about are my wife and my parents. Any friends who are reading this - I don't love you any less. I'm not upset with you. I just feel like you're more important to me than I am to you, and it has nothing to do with who you are or what you do - it's my own personality type. Please understand this. I strongly dislike feeling this way, and the worst thing in the world would be for you to think I was passing judgement on you or blaming you.
I always feel like I want to see all the people that are important to me every day, and it's unfair for me to expect that of others (especially the more introverted types), so I don't. I'm sure I think about you more than you all think about me, but that's just how I am. Important people are on my mind a great deal of the time, even when I haven't seen them in a long time.
A great personal difficulty is keeping this intuitive uncertainty from occupying my mind all the time when there are so many more important things to do. The crazy thing is, while I cognitively understand this, I find it nearly impossible to put into action on an emotional level. Writing things down to organize my thoughts is immensely helpful, though.
It's hard not to be "in your face" all the time if I care about you, but I guess that means I just love you all the more. Right? Right. :)
The beauty of the NF temperment can be illustrated by an anecdote that I saw posted on an MBTI forum I read often:
"I dated an ISTP, and I knew he loved me before he did."
Our intuition is so strong that we can often read others quickly and adeptly. This has helped a great many NF's in careers such as sales, where quick reads and the ability to adapt on the fly are of great benefit.
Unfortunately, the same NF characteristics that allow us to get a quick "hot read" on a situation are the ones that can torture us the most. The intuitive tendencies of the NF can be so strong that we tend to overanalyze and 'read into' every situation and talk/think it to death. I can only imagine that his has to drive less introspective types up a wall. Even worse, NF's are hypersensitive to any kind of emotional rejection from people important to us.
The NFP's are the worst (ENFP/INFP) at this. The reason for this is that both personality types are very poor at applying a judgement or meaning to their intuition and are likely to 'assume the worst' situation, when quite often this is not true.
A perfect example is a phone conversation with a friend I recently had. We have something coming up soon, and during our talk I got a very strong vibe that he was annoyed that I called and did not want to talk, even though I told him I'd give him a call to firm up plans. This person has been a great friend and I have nothing but good things to say about him. The problem is, my brain views this as rejection and then speculates "maybe there's something deeper he's annoyed with." "It's probably you." "You're being a pain in the ass." "Stay out of his way, he has his own life to deal with and you're another irritation."
In reality, he's probably busy, or didn't feel annoyed at all and I misread it. There most likely is no deeper meaning (especially with his personality type - it's so maddening to correctly intuit them even though your brain wants to so badly because they just don't give you emotional reads at all. I call it 'poker face.' Hold the Lady Gaga references please)...it is in all likelihood my own insecurity and fear of rejection. Strangely, unlike most NF's, it only applies to people I care about. Rejection from others, while off-putting and a little hurtful, isn't something I'll think about at night when I'm trying to fall asleep. However, with people that matter, it can be and has been crippling.
ENFPs especially seem to always feel like the people in their life matter more to them than they matter to the people in their life. I know I personally feel this way - and have felt this way - for a long time. The only people who I don't feel this way at all about are my wife and my parents. Any friends who are reading this - I don't love you any less. I'm not upset with you. I just feel like you're more important to me than I am to you, and it has nothing to do with who you are or what you do - it's my own personality type. Please understand this. I strongly dislike feeling this way, and the worst thing in the world would be for you to think I was passing judgement on you or blaming you.
I always feel like I want to see all the people that are important to me every day, and it's unfair for me to expect that of others (especially the more introverted types), so I don't. I'm sure I think about you more than you all think about me, but that's just how I am. Important people are on my mind a great deal of the time, even when I haven't seen them in a long time.
A great personal difficulty is keeping this intuitive uncertainty from occupying my mind all the time when there are so many more important things to do. The crazy thing is, while I cognitively understand this, I find it nearly impossible to put into action on an emotional level. Writing things down to organize my thoughts is immensely helpful, though.
It's hard not to be "in your face" all the time if I care about you, but I guess that means I just love you all the more. Right? Right. :)
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Maximizing talent: using your gifts to their fullest potential
Have you ever wondered why the prevailing attitude in life seems to be "90% of people don't like their jobs, but have to do them to survive?"
After a good deal of thinking about the subject, I've drawn a few conclusions of my own as to why so many people find themselves in unfulfilling careers. While it's true that "the world needs janitors, fast food workers, and garbage men," my target audience here are those people that have enough intelligence, education, and resources available to them to choose which field they would like to get into.
So if someone has all of these resources at their disposal, why then do they end up in careers that don't suit them and play to their strengths?
1. Studies have shown that income level has very little bearing on career fulfillment. Surprising though it may be, a large salary often does not make up for a poor-fit career.
2. Often people place too much emphasis on salary and too little on a career that fits their particular skillset.
3. Every career will involve some degree of menial tasks. Since this is true, every career will involve some degree of boredom.
4. By and large, interpersonal relationships determine career fulfillment. If you work with supportive, friendly people, your job will be more fulfilling no matter WHAT it is.
5. Work-life balance are much more important than modern employers give credit to. Many are finally realizing this. Even a great career turns into a nightmare if it takes 100 hours per week.
Therefore, the key is to find a career that is both challenging and utilizes the particular skills that play to that worker's strengths. How does one do that? Simple. Don't be afraid to switch careers. Often people end up feeling "stuck" in a job they're in because staying put is easier than moving on. This is the same reason that a lot of individuals stay in relationships that don't work for them. Staying and being miserable isn't easy, but at least it's familiar and you've "figured it out." Eliminating uncertainty is often easier than venturing out into the great unknown, but it is not often a good long-term solution. The old adage "nothing ventured nothing gained" is completely true. Sure, once in a great while you mise, but most people with unfulfilling careers have chosen to be in that situation.
Think of workers as potential gamblers walking into a casino. Gambler A, Gambler B, and Gambler C walk into the casino at the same time.
Gambler A looks around, has a drink, and surveys the situation. She makes the rounds and watches the dealers at every table. Before she even went inside she read up on all the games and figured out her betting style. Based on these criteria, she sits down at the Blackjack table and walks out with twice the money she went in with. She spends the rest of her vacation with her family. She goes home with a smile on her face and decent winnings.
Gambler B sits down at the first available poker table because he sees the words "high stakes" and begins playing. While he manages to win a great deal of money, he spends his entire vacation sitting at the table playing poker. He leaves feeling monetarily successful but empty as he has ignored his family the entire time and did not have much of a vacation at all.
Gambler C sits down at the 50cents/$1 buy-in hold'em table, the lowest stakes table available. He starts playing, wins a little, loses a little, but overall comes out slightly ahead. He sees other tables, sees other people winning, wants to move, but feels he's at the table that's the safe bet.
Which gambler do you think is the happiest? The moral is, take appropriate risks and balance the parts of your life appropriately. I feel this is the secret to a fulfilling career.
After a good deal of thinking about the subject, I've drawn a few conclusions of my own as to why so many people find themselves in unfulfilling careers. While it's true that "the world needs janitors, fast food workers, and garbage men," my target audience here are those people that have enough intelligence, education, and resources available to them to choose which field they would like to get into.
So if someone has all of these resources at their disposal, why then do they end up in careers that don't suit them and play to their strengths?
1. Studies have shown that income level has very little bearing on career fulfillment. Surprising though it may be, a large salary often does not make up for a poor-fit career.
2. Often people place too much emphasis on salary and too little on a career that fits their particular skillset.
3. Every career will involve some degree of menial tasks. Since this is true, every career will involve some degree of boredom.
4. By and large, interpersonal relationships determine career fulfillment. If you work with supportive, friendly people, your job will be more fulfilling no matter WHAT it is.
5. Work-life balance are much more important than modern employers give credit to. Many are finally realizing this. Even a great career turns into a nightmare if it takes 100 hours per week.
Therefore, the key is to find a career that is both challenging and utilizes the particular skills that play to that worker's strengths. How does one do that? Simple. Don't be afraid to switch careers. Often people end up feeling "stuck" in a job they're in because staying put is easier than moving on. This is the same reason that a lot of individuals stay in relationships that don't work for them. Staying and being miserable isn't easy, but at least it's familiar and you've "figured it out." Eliminating uncertainty is often easier than venturing out into the great unknown, but it is not often a good long-term solution. The old adage "nothing ventured nothing gained" is completely true. Sure, once in a great while you mise, but most people with unfulfilling careers have chosen to be in that situation.
Think of workers as potential gamblers walking into a casino. Gambler A, Gambler B, and Gambler C walk into the casino at the same time.
Gambler A looks around, has a drink, and surveys the situation. She makes the rounds and watches the dealers at every table. Before she even went inside she read up on all the games and figured out her betting style. Based on these criteria, she sits down at the Blackjack table and walks out with twice the money she went in with. She spends the rest of her vacation with her family. She goes home with a smile on her face and decent winnings.
Gambler B sits down at the first available poker table because he sees the words "high stakes" and begins playing. While he manages to win a great deal of money, he spends his entire vacation sitting at the table playing poker. He leaves feeling monetarily successful but empty as he has ignored his family the entire time and did not have much of a vacation at all.
Gambler C sits down at the 50cents/$1 buy-in hold'em table, the lowest stakes table available. He starts playing, wins a little, loses a little, but overall comes out slightly ahead. He sees other tables, sees other people winning, wants to move, but feels he's at the table that's the safe bet.
Which gambler do you think is the happiest? The moral is, take appropriate risks and balance the parts of your life appropriately. I feel this is the secret to a fulfilling career.
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
MOAR posts!
One of the things I want to do -and have wanted to do for a while- is to post more in this blog.
That said, I'm going to try to make a lot more effort to write in this than I have in the past. No more once-a-month posting. I should post at least once a week - and hopefully much more.
Anyway, have a great day and hopefully I'll do more writing soon :)
Side note: If anyone knows how to post a full-width image without the stupid blogspot text window cutting it off, please tell me! It's my biggest annoyance with this site and I've tried changing the layout 100 different ways with no luck.
Thursday, January 21, 2010
The MBTI, ENFP, and why these two acronyms are so important.
Disclaimer: those of you who are sick of hearing about this probably should skip this blog entry.
The MBTI, or Meyers-Briggs Type Indicator, is the most accurate personality test known. It basically tests four principles that are in direct opposition to one another. Based on the results, each individual is assigned one of sixteen possible combinations of the principles.
Here's how it works. The first principle tested is Introvert/Extravert. If you are more Introverted (meaning you expend energy being in the presence of others and gain energy being alone), you are given an I, while if you are more Extraverted (meaning you expend energy being alone and gain energy being in the presence of others), you are given an E.
This is true for the other three dichotomous principles
N/S = iNtuitive / Sensing (either rely on intuition or "gut" vs. processing sensory data)
T/F = Thinking / Feeling (either rely on thoughts or feelings to make decisions)
J/P = Judging / Perceiving (either like to have things "settled" or leave options open)
You are given a 4-letter acronym based on the which end of the spectrum you most closely identify with for each of the 4 dichotomies.
Two of my close friends are an ESFJ (Extraverted / Sensing / Feeling / Judging) and an ISTP (Intraverted / Sensing / Feeling / Perceiving) personality. There are sixteen possible combinations, and each one carries its unique methods of dealing with/interpreting the world. My wife is an INTJ.
Why do I mention all of this? The answer lies in the fact that my ENFP personality can explain nearly everything I do on a daily basis. Even my thought processes eerily parallel those of most ENFPs. It's both comforting and disconcerting how similar I am to others with my personality type. While it helps to understand strengths and weaknesses, it also sheds light on some traps that nearly all ENFPs fall into.
Do me a favor and read this, and comment: it describes me perfectly.
http://www.personalitypage.com/ENFP.html
You can clearly see where some of the problems in my life and positive aspects have come from. This is me to a T. I look forward to your comments!
The MBTI, or Meyers-Briggs Type Indicator, is the most accurate personality test known. It basically tests four principles that are in direct opposition to one another. Based on the results, each individual is assigned one of sixteen possible combinations of the principles.
Here's how it works. The first principle tested is Introvert/Extravert. If you are more Introverted (meaning you expend energy being in the presence of others and gain energy being alone), you are given an I, while if you are more Extraverted (meaning you expend energy being alone and gain energy being in the presence of others), you are given an E.
This is true for the other three dichotomous principles
N/S = iNtuitive / Sensing (either rely on intuition or "gut" vs. processing sensory data)
T/F = Thinking / Feeling (either rely on thoughts or feelings to make decisions)
J/P = Judging / Perceiving (either like to have things "settled" or leave options open)
You are given a 4-letter acronym based on the which end of the spectrum you most closely identify with for each of the 4 dichotomies.
Two of my close friends are an ESFJ (Extraverted / Sensing / Feeling / Judging) and an ISTP (Intraverted / Sensing / Feeling / Perceiving) personality. There are sixteen possible combinations, and each one carries its unique methods of dealing with/interpreting the world. My wife is an INTJ.
Why do I mention all of this? The answer lies in the fact that my ENFP personality can explain nearly everything I do on a daily basis. Even my thought processes eerily parallel those of most ENFPs. It's both comforting and disconcerting how similar I am to others with my personality type. While it helps to understand strengths and weaknesses, it also sheds light on some traps that nearly all ENFPs fall into.
Do me a favor and read this, and comment: it describes me perfectly.
http://www.personalitypage.com/ENFP.html
You can clearly see where some of the problems in my life and positive aspects have come from. This is me to a T. I look forward to your comments!
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Cavaliers live blog, 1-12-2010
1st quarter:
12:00 Cavs win the tap. After good ball movement, possession ends with LeBron bricking a contested 3. Warriors respond with a 2.
11:36 Shaq fumbles a LeBron pass out of bounds. Warriors respond with a Monta Ellis jumper. Great start to the game.
8:54 The camera zooms in on Ronnie Turiaf during a LeBron freethrow. His beard makes him eerily resemble the Predator. I imagine him throwing the disc through Don Nelson after one of his terrible substitutions as the top half of Nelson's body slowly slides off the bottom and lands on the ground.
8:42 LeBron trips over his own feet and falls backwards trying to stay in front of Corey Magette and is called for a foul.
7:32 Austin Carr on an Anthony Parker steal: He opened up to the ball, and uh, and that's why he's able to get his hand on the ball, because he opened up to the ball and the drop step.
6:49 LeBron bricks another contested 3. Still has no FG. Cleveland 13-12
6:10 Fred McLeod: Hey by the way, Shaq with a lot of accolades with the smooch last night. He said he thought it was Alec Baldwin, but it was Daniel Baldwin. He said if he knew it was Daniel Baldwin, he wouldn't have delivered the smooch.
Shaq giving beats. But how do you confuse Daniel for Alec Baldwin? They're 75 lbs. apart. Also, I'm not sure if 'not getting a kiss from a sweaty 340 pound man' is on my list of potential dissapointments...
5:50 During a timeout, sideline reporter Jeff Phelps finds a way to work The Shot into a discussion about the Cavs. This is an honor usually reserved for the national media.
3:40 LeBron hits his first field goal: a putback from his own miss 1 foot from the rim.
3:35 Stephan Curry jacks up a bricked 3 2 seconds into the shot clock. RAYALLEN!
2:27 Cavs have scored 9 points in 1 minute. Warriors defense.
0:26 After a Radmanovich foul, Austin and Fred banter about Andy "getting himself a bird" for a full minute and a half. McLeod called him a "Serbia-Montenegro bird" and Carr simply exclaimed "Fly like an eagle!"
2nd quarter
11:05 Pick and pop is killing the cavs. Mo Williams does not know how to fight through screens.
8:40 The last 3 warriors possessions featured 2 bricked layups and a monta ellis airball from 20 feet. 37-35 Cleveland.
8:20 Don Nelson subs in "Cartier Martin" from the D-League. No one is sure why.
5:45 LeBron kicks to Jawad Williams for a baseline jumper. Fred McLeod: One teammate called him HOT. WAD. WILLIAMS.
(At this point, Austin can barely contain his snickering as he chokes out 'ha-ha-HOT WAD' and fades into cackling, obviously picking up on the innuendo)
5:14 Cartier Martin from the d-league nails a wide open 3. Facepalm.
3:44 Ronnie Turiaf heads for the locker room after landing on Z's bionic foot. Golden state's bench has 6 points, including the d-league 3.
2:30Andris BiedrinsDolph Lundgren checks into the game for one possession, then checks back out.
1:54 Don Nelson closeup. Chris Matthews, is that you in 25 years? 60-49 Cavs.
0:10 LeBron has the ball 30 feet from the hoop and is dribbling in place. How much you want to bet he bricks a jumper at the buzzer?
0:00 I was wrong. He airballs a jumper at the buzzer after losing control of his dribble. LeIso. 62-54 Cavs. Cartier Martin has played most of the second quarter. But where is Dolph?
Halftime
The warriors have some sort of creepy Matador & assistant routine going on where a fat guy in a tuxedo that looks like pavarotti is homosexually spinning a red cape around his head to impress a blonde in a pixie outfit that looks like a taller Mary Lou Retton.
Meanwhile, FSN has shown 5 solid minutes of commercials, cut back to a brief flash of a few highlights and the score, and gone back to a wall of commercials for 5 minutes.
3rd quarter
10:46 During a fast break, Stephan Curry throws a pass off the back of a streaking Radmanovich's head. Austin says "that was great defense by LeBron. 1 on 1."
8:53 This is something that bothers me about LeBron. He will pass the ball to a teammate, watch the play develop, and stand 30 feet from the hoop or in the corner for the ENTIRE possession. He almost never moves without the ball on these kinds of possessions and the offense plays 4-on-5.
7:37 Cavs have blocked a shot 5 possessions in a row. Warriors are getting frustrated, specifically Monta Ellis. GS clearly cannot handle the length and physicality of the Cavs.
5:31 LeBron gets his second chasedown of the night. Cavs are blocking shots left and right.
4:23 Cavs turn it up and are starting to pull away. 81-69, much of it due to increased energy level. LeBron is everywhere on offense and defense.
3:45 LeBron with ANOTHER chasedown. Former Cav Nate Thurmond is at the game and Jeff Phelps is interviewing him, and somehow blowing every single question.
JP: So, how is the hot dog business doing?
NT: Not well, not well at all. Well, the restaurant business in general is not doing well.
JP: (akward pause)
JP: But, you're enjoying life otherwise? (probably the least interesting/creative question imaginable)
NT: (Makes screwed up, hilarious face) Yes, my wife and I are enjoying life in San Francisco...
1:17 Why has Z played so much this game? We should just use Andy/JJ as bigs for the entire game vs. runners like GS. Z looks like a giraffe with his 70-year-old-boxer post moves.
0:12 Cavs regain posession. LeBron dribbles at halfcourt for 7 seconds. Can you guess what happens next? You guessed it. Cavs 93-83
4th quarter
11:37 Radmanovich throws the ball out of bounds 10 feet from the nearest Warrior. Camera closeup shows EPIC facepalm by Don Nelson.
10:49 Varejao inbounds to Delonte, who promptly fumbles the ball onto the baseline.
8:56 Cavs have 18 turnovers already. At least 10 are unforced.
4:00 Boobie has not been doing much with his playtime. It's odd. He almost needs the competition with Moon for those minutes to overachieve.
1:00 Cavs have allowed GS to rally back to within 3 after being up 15. Cleveland Curse Sense is tingling.
0:48 Varejao hunts down a loose ball by muscling out Radmanovich and Fred remarks "they need to keep a stat for pestering." Austin finds this hilarious.
0:00 We somehow manage to hang on and win 115-112.
Notes:
-Fred McLeod is an amusingly terrible announcer. Anyone who says things like "rubber rimjob" on the reg either thinks it's funny (it's not after iteration #100,000) or is so oblivious that they don't pick up on what it sounds like. Either way, it irritates me. At least Austin Carr is lovably retarded and has fun catchphrases.
-The one exception is from DEEP in ____________ (from DEEP in Oracle Arena, The Staples Center, The Verizon Center, etc). Austin, stop saying that with every awkward-sounding arena name after it as you trail off.
-I don't know about you, but when Varejao initially signed that contract I thought he was overpaid. I have since changed my opinion as the man has to at least be in the conversation for sixth man of the year. Andy was blocking shots left and right, rebounding, and yes, pestering opposing players with his energy...and hair.
-I haven't figured out why the Cavs are by far the most first-quarter dominant team in the league, then resort to isolating LeBron at half court and waiting for most of the rest of the game. When the Cavs move the ball and LBJ moves without the ball, no one can stop their offense. If they would just play their first-quarter style the whole game they'd sweep their way to the Finals.
12:00 Cavs win the tap. After good ball movement, possession ends with LeBron bricking a contested 3. Warriors respond with a 2.
11:36 Shaq fumbles a LeBron pass out of bounds. Warriors respond with a Monta Ellis jumper. Great start to the game.
8:54 The camera zooms in on Ronnie Turiaf during a LeBron freethrow. His beard makes him eerily resemble the Predator. I imagine him throwing the disc through Don Nelson after one of his terrible substitutions as the top half of Nelson's body slowly slides off the bottom and lands on the ground.
8:42 LeBron trips over his own feet and falls backwards trying to stay in front of Corey Magette and is called for a foul.
7:32 Austin Carr on an Anthony Parker steal: He opened up to the ball, and uh, and that's why he's able to get his hand on the ball, because he opened up to the ball and the drop step.
6:49 LeBron bricks another contested 3. Still has no FG. Cleveland 13-12
6:10 Fred McLeod: Hey by the way, Shaq with a lot of accolades with the smooch last night. He said he thought it was Alec Baldwin, but it was Daniel Baldwin. He said if he knew it was Daniel Baldwin, he wouldn't have delivered the smooch.
Shaq giving beats. But how do you confuse Daniel for Alec Baldwin? They're 75 lbs. apart. Also, I'm not sure if 'not getting a kiss from a sweaty 340 pound man' is on my list of potential dissapointments...
5:50 During a timeout, sideline reporter Jeff Phelps finds a way to work The Shot into a discussion about the Cavs. This is an honor usually reserved for the national media.
3:40 LeBron hits his first field goal: a putback from his own miss 1 foot from the rim.
3:35 Stephan Curry jacks up a bricked 3 2 seconds into the shot clock. RAYALLEN!
2:27 Cavs have scored 9 points in 1 minute. Warriors defense.
0:26 After a Radmanovich foul, Austin and Fred banter about Andy "getting himself a bird" for a full minute and a half. McLeod called him a "Serbia-Montenegro bird" and Carr simply exclaimed "Fly like an eagle!"
2nd quarter
11:05 Pick and pop is killing the cavs. Mo Williams does not know how to fight through screens.
8:40 The last 3 warriors possessions featured 2 bricked layups and a monta ellis airball from 20 feet. 37-35 Cleveland.
8:20 Don Nelson subs in "Cartier Martin" from the D-League. No one is sure why.
5:45 LeBron kicks to Jawad Williams for a baseline jumper. Fred McLeod: One teammate called him HOT. WAD. WILLIAMS.
(At this point, Austin can barely contain his snickering as he chokes out 'ha-ha-HOT WAD' and fades into cackling, obviously picking up on the innuendo)
5:14 Cartier Martin from the d-league nails a wide open 3. Facepalm.
3:44 Ronnie Turiaf heads for the locker room after landing on Z's bionic foot. Golden state's bench has 6 points, including the d-league 3.
2:30
1:54 Don Nelson closeup. Chris Matthews, is that you in 25 years? 60-49 Cavs.
0:10 LeBron has the ball 30 feet from the hoop and is dribbling in place. How much you want to bet he bricks a jumper at the buzzer?
0:00 I was wrong. He airballs a jumper at the buzzer after losing control of his dribble. LeIso. 62-54 Cavs. Cartier Martin has played most of the second quarter. But where is Dolph?
Halftime
The warriors have some sort of creepy Matador & assistant routine going on where a fat guy in a tuxedo that looks like pavarotti is homosexually spinning a red cape around his head to impress a blonde in a pixie outfit that looks like a taller Mary Lou Retton.
Meanwhile, FSN has shown 5 solid minutes of commercials, cut back to a brief flash of a few highlights and the score, and gone back to a wall of commercials for 5 minutes.
3rd quarter
10:46 During a fast break, Stephan Curry throws a pass off the back of a streaking Radmanovich's head. Austin says "that was great defense by LeBron. 1 on 1."
8:53 This is something that bothers me about LeBron. He will pass the ball to a teammate, watch the play develop, and stand 30 feet from the hoop or in the corner for the ENTIRE possession. He almost never moves without the ball on these kinds of possessions and the offense plays 4-on-5.
7:37 Cavs have blocked a shot 5 possessions in a row. Warriors are getting frustrated, specifically Monta Ellis. GS clearly cannot handle the length and physicality of the Cavs.
5:31 LeBron gets his second chasedown of the night. Cavs are blocking shots left and right.
4:23 Cavs turn it up and are starting to pull away. 81-69, much of it due to increased energy level. LeBron is everywhere on offense and defense.
3:45 LeBron with ANOTHER chasedown. Former Cav Nate Thurmond is at the game and Jeff Phelps is interviewing him, and somehow blowing every single question.
JP: So, how is the hot dog business doing?
NT: Not well, not well at all. Well, the restaurant business in general is not doing well.
JP: (akward pause)
JP: But, you're enjoying life otherwise? (probably the least interesting/creative question imaginable)
NT: (Makes screwed up, hilarious face) Yes, my wife and I are enjoying life in San Francisco...
1:17 Why has Z played so much this game? We should just use Andy/JJ as bigs for the entire game vs. runners like GS. Z looks like a giraffe with his 70-year-old-boxer post moves.
0:12 Cavs regain posession. LeBron dribbles at halfcourt for 7 seconds. Can you guess what happens next? You guessed it. Cavs 93-83
4th quarter
11:37 Radmanovich throws the ball out of bounds 10 feet from the nearest Warrior. Camera closeup shows EPIC facepalm by Don Nelson.
10:49 Varejao inbounds to Delonte, who promptly fumbles the ball onto the baseline.
8:56 Cavs have 18 turnovers already. At least 10 are unforced.
4:00 Boobie has not been doing much with his playtime. It's odd. He almost needs the competition with Moon for those minutes to overachieve.
1:00 Cavs have allowed GS to rally back to within 3 after being up 15. Cleveland Curse Sense is tingling.
0:48 Varejao hunts down a loose ball by muscling out Radmanovich and Fred remarks "they need to keep a stat for pestering." Austin finds this hilarious.
0:00 We somehow manage to hang on and win 115-112.
Notes:
-Fred McLeod is an amusingly terrible announcer. Anyone who says things like "rubber rimjob" on the reg either thinks it's funny (it's not after iteration #100,000) or is so oblivious that they don't pick up on what it sounds like. Either way, it irritates me. At least Austin Carr is lovably retarded and has fun catchphrases.
-The one exception is from DEEP in ____________ (from DEEP in Oracle Arena, The Staples Center, The Verizon Center, etc). Austin, stop saying that with every awkward-sounding arena name after it as you trail off.
-I don't know about you, but when Varejao initially signed that contract I thought he was overpaid. I have since changed my opinion as the man has to at least be in the conversation for sixth man of the year. Andy was blocking shots left and right, rebounding, and yes, pestering opposing players with his energy...and hair.
-I haven't figured out why the Cavs are by far the most first-quarter dominant team in the league, then resort to isolating LeBron at half court and waiting for most of the rest of the game. When the Cavs move the ball and LBJ moves without the ball, no one can stop their offense. If they would just play their first-quarter style the whole game they'd sweep their way to the Finals.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Shaq vs.... A sandwich?
Watched Shaq vs. last night for the first time. It's a pretty ridic show: basically, the premise is this: Shaq challenges great athletes in their sport to play their sport and claims he's better than they are at it. Then, he visits them at home, challenges them personally, tries to get inside their head, and makes some sort of wager. He challenged Ben Roethlisberger to a quarterbacking contest - with their championship rings on the line. If Ben wins, he gets to wear one of Shaq's NBA rings for a week, and vice versa. Looks like it's going to be interesting. Shaq's personality could carry any TV show. Seriously. Well, OK. Maybe not "Dark Blue." Also awesome to check out: Royal Pains. The show is just too good, with Evan Lawson as my personal fave character. I guess I see a lot of myself in him (cheesy sense of humor, good heart, always trying too hard with women, extremely extroverted and a shameless self-promoter).
It's been a while, but I have triumphantly returned to Blogspot/Blogger (I guess they're the same website?) Also, Frogger > Blogger. Suck it.
For a first entry, let's have a little introduction. Maestro, the music!
Welcome back my friends
To the show that never ends
We're so glad you could attend
Come inside, come inside
A lot has changed in the last 5 years since I've been on this site. This got me thinking. What has happened since 2004? Well, a brief rundown:
2004:
-Finally broke things off with Ana at the start of the year. Worst relationship of my life? Gone.
-Returned to college after flaming out briefly
-Resigned myself that I would never make it to medical school with my awful GPA
-Met Karen starting in August. We went to see Muse/Interpol/The Cure with Chris at Blossom. That was a fun night.
-Caught mono from who knows where. Recovered. Aaaaaaaand punt.
-Went to Boston with my Dad for the first time. We had a blast! Cambridge is the best part of the city...basically a college town for hot nerdy white girls from Harvard, MIT, and BC. You can't beat that. The only downside? it was during the Democratic National Convention so traffic was hell. Still, a small price to pay and though I hate the sports teams of Boston, the city is very interesting and fun and...at risk of sounding fogeyish, historical!
-Worked at the library while going to school. My duties were pushing carts around, pushing books around, and pushing books around on carts. Etc, etc etc.
-Dota tourneys occasionally, though this was starting to wane as Allstars was becoming popular...which we hardliners hated at first, then grew to love.
-I got back into weightlifting in summer. I had really missed it, but I was going with my dad 3 days a week. This was awesome. His back is bad now so we can probably never do that again, but he's basically the reason I gained a lot of strength (of all kinds ;) )
2005
-World of Warcraft hits the market! OH BABY! It was fun for about 6 months and then I got tired of spending 4 hours+ a night at it. Started seeing parallels between WoW and Counterstrike in terms of time commitment. Told WoW "Gl hf eat a baby" and sold my account in late December for 100 bucks. Not bad for a pre-expansion lvl 60 rogue with molten core gear and nothing better.
-Quit the library to work 40hrs/week in the summer at tri-c as a lab tech. It was the easiest job ever conceived. I sat at a desk 8 hours at a time and waited for teachers to walk out of labs and say 'I need X" "I need Y." It was great for $15/hr. Karen's mom got me the job, ironically enough, after we broke up (see below)
-Karen and I break up. I took it harder than people probably realize, because breakups are interesting for me. If I've got other people around that I really love, I tend to deal with it very constructively. I only really had bad hurt feelings when I was alone...especially working at tri-c alone for hours and hours at a time. I had a lot of time to think and reflect, and I mull things over endlessly so this was not good.
-Started the band Everyday Superheroes because I thought it would be a great way to indulge my musical talent, meet new people, experience exciting new experiences, and play shows with Chris. Could there be ANYTHING better than playing a rock and roll show with your best friend as the drummer? Not a chance in hell. I sang, and played the lyre. Er, lute. Er, banjo. Er, mandolin. ERRRRRRRRRRRR guitar. (Jim Rome style buzzer) Played shows at the end of the year. Had the time of my life.
-Had a series of crazy flings in the summer and saw some GREAT concerts (Hot Hot Heat, Warped Tour etc). That whole year I must have seen 30 shows.
-Met Katie, who I am now engaged to, in November. As a volunteer for a psych experiment. Hey, I just thought I'd be getting Psych 101 credit...not a wife!!! SURPRISE! It was a package deal. Our first date is at Hunan Coventry. I get the Kung Pao chicken, and she gets the Moo Goo Gai Pan (I think). It is insane. (Side note: did you ever think of how many girls I either dated or was interested in that had names starting with the letter "K"? In chronological order, Katrina, Kim, Kaitlyn, Kelly (from Chris's camper...lived in York Pennsylvania...VAULT), Kristen, Kelly#2, Ana, Liz, Karen, Katie. 8 out of 10.
-Made Dean's list for the first time at John Carroll with a 3.9 GPA. Represented a true turning point in my work ethic.
-42 year old Biochemistry professor and his 25 year old fiancee attended our band's first show. Bought me 3 Christmas Ales before I went on stage. Was surreal experience.
-Began playing DotA Allstars. MONSTER KILL!
2006
-Played a few shows with the band at the start of the year. Loved every one!
-One of the most triumphant moments of my life: After 5 1/2 years, I finally got my shit together academically and graduated college from JCU with a B.S. in biology.
-I moved to working weekends only at tri-c for supplemental income.
-Began an internship at Sherwin-Williams in May 2006, thought it might transition into a full-time job. It did not.
-Forced to quit the band for time reasons (grad school). Not happy, but recognized it as necessary. Plus, the music was not really going anywhere. There were a myriad of reasons. Chris and I had this discussion. Our bassist sucked. I got tired of writing everything myself and being the only real "motivator." Although in the end, grad school was really the tipping point. It did end up taking about 55 hours per week. (plus drive time)
-Prof at tri-c named Denny Sampson basically told me I was wasting my scientific skills and talent by not going to graduate school. I concurred, and spoke with my future mentor Crystal at CSU in July. She laid out a Master's level project for me. I was hooked. Began M.S. in Cell & Molecular biology.
-Katie & I continued dating and our relationship deepened. It was rocky at best in the first half of 2006 but improved considerably after summer. She had mono in summer and was basically dead for 2 straight months. Enlarged spleen (seriously, do most people even know what a spleen is?), high fever, light sensitivity, high white blood cell count, vomiting, severe lethargy to the point of catatonia? Sounds like a winner. We didn't see eachother for a month while she recovered.
-Moved to Brunswick Hills, where my parents now hate it. Warned them at the time about the kind of small-time hilljacks that live there, but was ignored. Also personally hated living there as it is in the middle of nowhere and a drive to anywhere.
2007
-Dove more into graduate work. Went through a very difficult series of experimental failures, but eventually recovered and learned how to succeed.
-Rediscovered going to the gym. Loved it.
-Went to Browns games with Kevin from our lab.
-Rediscovered skiing. AWESOME SAUCE!
-Turned 25. More of a milestone than you think. Received heartburn, a slower metabolism, and more waistline padding as the gifts that keep on giving.
2008
-Finished my M.S. in Cell & Molecular Biology! Am I a scientist yet?
-Went skiing with Chris & Eddie a couple times. So fun!
-Rediscovered Magic: The Gathering when Shards of Alara block came out. Began Winston drafting with Chris.
-Started playing Rock Band at Chris's on his awesome projector. This might be my favorite video game of all time. Seriously. A great bonding experience for friends.
-Rock Band 2 comes out, and improves on an already great experience. The DLC (downloadable content) feature of the game is what makes it even better. Can't wait for RB: Beatles!
-Got engaged to Katie.
What am I doing? I'm an adult? Oh my God? I really want to do this! Do I really REALLY want to do this? Yes! No! Yes! I'm really doing this? I'm really growing up? I'm scared. I'm excited. This is great! This is terrible! I can do so many things that I could never do before! I can't do anything I used to do quite the same anymore! This is going to be a huge challenge. I like challenges! I hate challenges! No I don't! This is the exact thought process that goes through my mind each and every day.
-Had an enormous fight with my dad about said engagement. Realized it was just about him having to finally let his only son grow up all the way. Loved dad more afterward.
-Wrote thesis, it is now published on OhioLINK. I am happy & proud of this fact!
2009
-Began working at the Cleveland Clinic as a research scientist. Is it fun? OH YES! I get to do hamster brain surgery. Every single day. Seriously, is that messed up or what? I really enjoy my work, and to be honest, it's good experience for med school. You have to incorporate anaesthesia, surgery, and science. It's an art. For those interested: I research tinnitus, or chronic ringing in the ears. It often presents in those in the military (especially in battlefield situations) or those who are around loud machinery for extended periods of time. We've found that animals exposed to loud noise for 4 hours exhibit a hyperactivity in one of the auditory nerve's inputs in the brain called the Dorsal Cochlear Nucleus. My job is to test a drug from a German company that supposedly suppresses this hyperactivity. It's already in Phase IIb clinical trials in humans, and we're working to elucidate its mechanism of action as well as its efficacy.
-Planning to get married Nov. 7th. Fiancee has already hinted at what my possible wedding gift will be, and I am not at liberty to say what it is...but in a word, insane.
-Honeymoon will be in Cancun. Oh yeah! I know, I know...don't drink the water. LOLLERSKATES.
-Continued Rock Banding.
-Played in a couple Magic PTQs. Went 6-2 in one and nearly missed top 8, went 2-3 and dropped in another. Had a lot of fun both times. I love Magic! It's such a fun logical/intuitive game. I really think it works just as well for both left and right-brained people. The nature of the game is that sometimes random processing (right-brained) and sometimes chronological processing (left-brained) are each in turn advantageous.
-Wedding planning takes up a huge amount of time. The hardest? Honestly, getting relatives coordinated. Especially when your family is scattered all over the country like mine.
-Moved into my own apartment for the first time ever. So fresh to death. Located in Rocky River, and so much less of a drive to anywhere.
Anyway, I plan to write a whole lot more. Like maybe weekly, or even more often! It's all a question of time. It's no longer a question of motivation.
Any memories you'd like to add? Funny, exciting, or otherwise are ALWAYS welcome!
-Alex
It's been a while, but I have triumphantly returned to Blogspot/Blogger (I guess they're the same website?) Also, Frogger > Blogger. Suck it.
For a first entry, let's have a little introduction. Maestro, the music!
Welcome back my friends
To the show that never ends
We're so glad you could attend
Come inside, come inside
A lot has changed in the last 5 years since I've been on this site. This got me thinking. What has happened since 2004? Well, a brief rundown:
2004:
-Finally broke things off with Ana at the start of the year. Worst relationship of my life? Gone.
-Returned to college after flaming out briefly
-Resigned myself that I would never make it to medical school with my awful GPA
-Met Karen starting in August. We went to see Muse/Interpol/The Cure with Chris at Blossom. That was a fun night.
-Caught mono from who knows where. Recovered. Aaaaaaaand punt.
-Went to Boston with my Dad for the first time. We had a blast! Cambridge is the best part of the city...basically a college town for hot nerdy white girls from Harvard, MIT, and BC. You can't beat that. The only downside? it was during the Democratic National Convention so traffic was hell. Still, a small price to pay and though I hate the sports teams of Boston, the city is very interesting and fun and...at risk of sounding fogeyish, historical!
-Worked at the library while going to school. My duties were pushing carts around, pushing books around, and pushing books around on carts. Etc, etc etc.
-Dota tourneys occasionally, though this was starting to wane as Allstars was becoming popular...which we hardliners hated at first, then grew to love.
-I got back into weightlifting in summer. I had really missed it, but I was going with my dad 3 days a week. This was awesome. His back is bad now so we can probably never do that again, but he's basically the reason I gained a lot of strength (of all kinds ;) )
2005
-World of Warcraft hits the market! OH BABY! It was fun for about 6 months and then I got tired of spending 4 hours+ a night at it. Started seeing parallels between WoW and Counterstrike in terms of time commitment. Told WoW "Gl hf eat a baby" and sold my account in late December for 100 bucks. Not bad for a pre-expansion lvl 60 rogue with molten core gear and nothing better.
-Quit the library to work 40hrs/week in the summer at tri-c as a lab tech. It was the easiest job ever conceived. I sat at a desk 8 hours at a time and waited for teachers to walk out of labs and say 'I need X" "I need Y." It was great for $15/hr. Karen's mom got me the job, ironically enough, after we broke up (see below)
-Karen and I break up. I took it harder than people probably realize, because breakups are interesting for me. If I've got other people around that I really love, I tend to deal with it very constructively. I only really had bad hurt feelings when I was alone...especially working at tri-c alone for hours and hours at a time. I had a lot of time to think and reflect, and I mull things over endlessly so this was not good.
-Started the band Everyday Superheroes because I thought it would be a great way to indulge my musical talent, meet new people, experience exciting new experiences, and play shows with Chris. Could there be ANYTHING better than playing a rock and roll show with your best friend as the drummer? Not a chance in hell. I sang, and played the lyre. Er, lute. Er, banjo. Er, mandolin. ERRRRRRRRRRRR guitar. (Jim Rome style buzzer) Played shows at the end of the year. Had the time of my life.
-Had a series of crazy flings in the summer and saw some GREAT concerts (Hot Hot Heat, Warped Tour etc). That whole year I must have seen 30 shows.
-Met Katie, who I am now engaged to, in November. As a volunteer for a psych experiment. Hey, I just thought I'd be getting Psych 101 credit...not a wife!!! SURPRISE! It was a package deal. Our first date is at Hunan Coventry. I get the Kung Pao chicken, and she gets the Moo Goo Gai Pan (I think). It is insane. (Side note: did you ever think of how many girls I either dated or was interested in that had names starting with the letter "K"? In chronological order, Katrina, Kim, Kaitlyn, Kelly (from Chris's camper...lived in York Pennsylvania...VAULT), Kristen, Kelly#2, Ana, Liz, Karen, Katie. 8 out of 10.
-Made Dean's list for the first time at John Carroll with a 3.9 GPA. Represented a true turning point in my work ethic.
-42 year old Biochemistry professor and his 25 year old fiancee attended our band's first show. Bought me 3 Christmas Ales before I went on stage. Was surreal experience.
-Began playing DotA Allstars. MONSTER KILL!
2006
-Played a few shows with the band at the start of the year. Loved every one!
-One of the most triumphant moments of my life: After 5 1/2 years, I finally got my shit together academically and graduated college from JCU with a B.S. in biology.
-I moved to working weekends only at tri-c for supplemental income.
-Began an internship at Sherwin-Williams in May 2006, thought it might transition into a full-time job. It did not.
-Forced to quit the band for time reasons (grad school). Not happy, but recognized it as necessary. Plus, the music was not really going anywhere. There were a myriad of reasons. Chris and I had this discussion. Our bassist sucked. I got tired of writing everything myself and being the only real "motivator." Although in the end, grad school was really the tipping point. It did end up taking about 55 hours per week. (plus drive time)
-Prof at tri-c named Denny Sampson basically told me I was wasting my scientific skills and talent by not going to graduate school. I concurred, and spoke with my future mentor Crystal at CSU in July. She laid out a Master's level project for me. I was hooked. Began M.S. in Cell & Molecular biology.
-Katie & I continued dating and our relationship deepened. It was rocky at best in the first half of 2006 but improved considerably after summer. She had mono in summer and was basically dead for 2 straight months. Enlarged spleen (seriously, do most people even know what a spleen is?), high fever, light sensitivity, high white blood cell count, vomiting, severe lethargy to the point of catatonia? Sounds like a winner. We didn't see eachother for a month while she recovered.
-Moved to Brunswick Hills, where my parents now hate it. Warned them at the time about the kind of small-time hilljacks that live there, but was ignored. Also personally hated living there as it is in the middle of nowhere and a drive to anywhere.
2007
-Dove more into graduate work. Went through a very difficult series of experimental failures, but eventually recovered and learned how to succeed.
-Rediscovered going to the gym. Loved it.
-Went to Browns games with Kevin from our lab.
-Rediscovered skiing. AWESOME SAUCE!
-Turned 25. More of a milestone than you think. Received heartburn, a slower metabolism, and more waistline padding as the gifts that keep on giving.
2008
-Finished my M.S. in Cell & Molecular Biology! Am I a scientist yet?
-Went skiing with Chris & Eddie a couple times. So fun!
-Rediscovered Magic: The Gathering when Shards of Alara block came out. Began Winston drafting with Chris.
-Started playing Rock Band at Chris's on his awesome projector. This might be my favorite video game of all time. Seriously. A great bonding experience for friends.
-Rock Band 2 comes out, and improves on an already great experience. The DLC (downloadable content) feature of the game is what makes it even better. Can't wait for RB: Beatles!
-Got engaged to Katie.
What am I doing? I'm an adult? Oh my God? I really want to do this! Do I really REALLY want to do this? Yes! No! Yes! I'm really doing this? I'm really growing up? I'm scared. I'm excited. This is great! This is terrible! I can do so many things that I could never do before! I can't do anything I used to do quite the same anymore! This is going to be a huge challenge. I like challenges! I hate challenges! No I don't! This is the exact thought process that goes through my mind each and every day.
-Had an enormous fight with my dad about said engagement. Realized it was just about him having to finally let his only son grow up all the way. Loved dad more afterward.
-Wrote thesis, it is now published on OhioLINK. I am happy & proud of this fact!
2009
-Began working at the Cleveland Clinic as a research scientist. Is it fun? OH YES! I get to do hamster brain surgery. Every single day. Seriously, is that messed up or what? I really enjoy my work, and to be honest, it's good experience for med school. You have to incorporate anaesthesia, surgery, and science. It's an art. For those interested: I research tinnitus, or chronic ringing in the ears. It often presents in those in the military (especially in battlefield situations) or those who are around loud machinery for extended periods of time. We've found that animals exposed to loud noise for 4 hours exhibit a hyperactivity in one of the auditory nerve's inputs in the brain called the Dorsal Cochlear Nucleus. My job is to test a drug from a German company that supposedly suppresses this hyperactivity. It's already in Phase IIb clinical trials in humans, and we're working to elucidate its mechanism of action as well as its efficacy.
-Planning to get married Nov. 7th. Fiancee has already hinted at what my possible wedding gift will be, and I am not at liberty to say what it is...but in a word, insane.
-Honeymoon will be in Cancun. Oh yeah! I know, I know...don't drink the water. LOLLERSKATES.
-Continued Rock Banding.
-Played in a couple Magic PTQs. Went 6-2 in one and nearly missed top 8, went 2-3 and dropped in another. Had a lot of fun both times. I love Magic! It's such a fun logical/intuitive game. I really think it works just as well for both left and right-brained people. The nature of the game is that sometimes random processing (right-brained) and sometimes chronological processing (left-brained) are each in turn advantageous.
-Wedding planning takes up a huge amount of time. The hardest? Honestly, getting relatives coordinated. Especially when your family is scattered all over the country like mine.
-Moved into my own apartment for the first time ever. So fresh to death. Located in Rocky River, and so much less of a drive to anywhere.
Anyway, I plan to write a whole lot more. Like maybe weekly, or even more often! It's all a question of time. It's no longer a question of motivation.
Any memories you'd like to add? Funny, exciting, or otherwise are ALWAYS welcome!
-Alex
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